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James Rylan Opens Up About His Secret Battle With Addiction: “I Forgot Who I Was Trying to Be”
For years, James Rylan’s name was synonymous with confidence, control, and quiet strength. The Texas-born country-rock star built his career on raw talent and authenticity, earning platinum records and a devoted fanbase who saw him as the definition of discipline. But behind that steady voice and calm demeanor, Rylan was hiding a truth that nearly destroyed everything he had built.
In a recent interview on the Unfiltered Sounds podcast, the Grammy-nominated artist revealed a painful chapter of his life — his years-long struggle with prescription drug addiction. “I was living two lives,” Rylan confessed. “The one you saw on stage, and the one I barely survived off it.”
The Hidden Struggle
Rylan explained that his dependency began after a shoulder injury during his 2015 tour. “It started small,” he recalled. “A few pills here and there to manage the pain and keep performing. Then the next tour came, and I just never stopped. I wasn’t taking them to heal anymore — I was taking them to function.”
Behind the sold-out shows and award nominations, Rylan was spiraling. “When you’re chasing success, you convince yourself that exhaustion is normal — that pain is part of the job,” he said. “But I didn’t realize I was slowly disappearing. The music was still there, but I wasn’t.”
The turning point came in 2019, when Rylan collapsed backstage during a Denver concert. He later revealed that the cause was an accidental overdose. “I woke up in a hospital with my brother holding my hand,” he shared. “That’s when I knew something had to change. I couldn’t keep lying — not to them, and not to myself.”
The Road to Recovery
After that night, Rylan entered rehab and began what he calls “the hardest tour of my life.” The journey was far from smooth. “Recovery isn’t a straight line,” he admitted. “There were relapses. There were moments I wanted to give up. But each time, I remembered why I started — for my family, my music, and myself.”
Throughout his recovery, his wife, Mia, remained his greatest source of strength. “She didn’t walk away,” Rylan said. “She gave me boundaries, not ultimatums. That’s the kind of love that saves you without enabling you.”
Mia later shared her own reflections in an Instagram post, writing, “When he started telling the truth, that’s when I recognized the man I fell in love with again.”
Music as Healing
Music became both Rylan’s therapy and his confession. His 2022 album The Clearing, written entirely after his recovery, offered fans an unfiltered look at his pain and redemption. Songs like “Glass House,” “Empty Room,” and “I’m Still Here” struck a deep emotional chord, turning his private battles into a public message of hope.
“It wasn’t just an album,” Rylan explained. “It was an apology, a confession, and a prayer. Music saved me more times than I can count.”
Fans rallied behind him, flooding social media with messages of support and gratitude. “He didn’t just sing about pain,” one fan wrote. “He sang about survival.” The album not only topped the charts but also reignited conversations about mental health and addiction in the music industry.
A Message of Strength
Now sober and focused, James Rylan is using his platform to raise awareness about mental health and recovery. He regularly visits treatment centers and speaks at music schools, hoping to reach young artists who might be struggling under the pressure to succeed.
“If my story helps even one person ask for help sooner, then it’s worth every scar,” he said. “I used to think vulnerability made me weak. Now I know it’s what makes me human.”
As he prepares for a new acoustic tour and the release of his next project, Rylan says he finally feels at peace. “I don’t need to be perfect anymore,” he smiled. “I just need to be honest. That’s enough.”